Journal Entries

Rahmah Hussein
English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
3 September 2017
Journal Entry #1
Ben Goldacre: Battling Bad Science
            Ben Goldacre, an epidemiologist, studies the occurrence of diseases or other health conditions. He speaks about the false information that scientists portray through articles, which is interesting because he explains how all the information given could be incorrect. In addition, he mentions how scientists give us evidence to support the idea of their medicine being better than the old medicine that was used. Most of what Goldacre surprised me because I have heard about scientists tricking the government in a way to sell their product but I didn’t think it would be true.
            One thing scientists must always do is test trials for their experiments with the medicine they’re trying to produce. However, the other thing that grabbed my attention is that the trials aren’t accurate because of the different variables missing in their trials. Throughout the TED talk, I learned that I must always do more research on the findings that scientists claim to be true.



English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
6 September 2017
Journal Entry 2
Why We Need to Understand Science
            Carl Sagan’s “Why We Need to Understand Science” explains about the importance of science and how children grow up without questioning science. I thought of how people mostly question just pseudoscience not aware the inaccuracy of the information given by those topics. For instance, when Mr. Buckley was asking questions about UFOs he wasn’t thinking about the “real science” that involves everyday life, as Sagan mentions. After reading this article, the topic of science interested me even more because of how well Sagan explains what science consists of.
            Science can mean many things from different perspectives. When Sagan refers to scientists on television, apparently, it’s always a psychotic man that represents it. That part of the article was humorous in a way because that is true in most cases. Then when he discusses the statistics relating to test results from the U.S. compared to other countries, I felt surprised because of how low the grades were. In addition, the way science is taught leads children to ignore the significance of science, which is a main reason as to why I felt more attached to science. Science can be very boring when it comes to lectures but the way everything works in the world opened my eyes a little more. However, after reading this article I smiled because that’s how I knew I was majoring in the right subject for me. 


English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
17 September 2017
Journal Entry 3
How Simple Ideas Lead to Scientific Discoveries
            As I watched the TED Talk, I was very intrigued by the information that Savage was providing. He stated that any theory comes from just one simple idea. The simple idea could be as little as asking yourself “how does the ball in the wagon goes to the back of the wagon?” Then the term inertia was created by Richard Feynman to define the movement of subatomic particles. I never reflected on the history of science even though I am majoring in biochemistry.
            Savage also mentioned how Christopher Columbus discovering the Earth being a spherical shape was a myth. On the other hand, it was during Aristotle’s time when it was revealed that the Earth was a sphere. Honestly, I never did extra research to confirm the myth about Columbus because that’s all I’ve learned throughout middle school and high school. It upsets me how it was all lies. Eratosthenes is a name I’ve never heard of but that’s who thought about the circumference of the globe based on just the mere thought of his head blocking the sun through the well. I learned a lot more from this TED Talk than throughout my years in middle school and high school.


English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
25 September 2017
Journal Entry 4

            Bradberry talks about so many ways to change your mindset so you can feel happier. As I was reading the article, I seemed to relate to a lot of what he mentioned. There were times when I would have a very negative mindset but I changed the way I think based on what made me feel happier. Accepting the past and moving on was a very important role in my life that I did, which related to the article. I believe the author knows what he is talking about because all that he mentioned is very realistic as to what helps with making yourself happier.
            Any professional should always strive to have a positive attitude because bad things always do happen. For example, a surgeon didn’t get the right tools to perform the surgery. Some people would react by panicking but they’re trained to do everything the right way and if something messes up they’d know how to solve it. Having a solution was one of the authors’ way to become happier. It reminded me of an incident when people would complain to me and I wouldn’t mind helping them but it’s as if it affected me in being the same way as them, even though I enjoyed helping them. All the points that Bradberry mentioned is very true coming from my perspective. It’s all about the way you think is how life will move on from then.


English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
12 October 2017
Journal Entry 5

The Miracle in Front of You
            Who created these standards for doctors to have no emotion towards the patients? This question could be worded differently; why are doctors taught to show no emotion towards the patients? There could be many versions of this question but it has one central idea: emotion. I understand that they have too many patients to worry about showing any emotion to the patients. Of course, there are doctors that have a great personality and show that they care 100% and all doctors must show respect and be kind. However, in some situations, such as a patient always surrounded by the doctors and nurses, the patient might need to receive attention or they would not feel as if they want to live anymore.
            “The Miracle in Front of You” is an interview that opened my eyes to the medical field from a whole different perspective. I have always wanted to become a pediatrician because I love kids but then the amount of years and work changed my mind to Physician Assistant. After reading this interview, I feel more attached to the medical field because I know I would show emotion. Yet, there are still debates about that since doctors have too many patients to show any feelings to them. Some doctors can get affected psychologically which can be a reason as to why they don’t try to create an emotional relationship. Medical schools try to avoid teaching communication skills to the graduating doctors which can also be another reason they lack the basics of simple communication with their patients. There are many arguments based on the simple topics of emotion and communication with their patients. 


English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
19 October 2017
Journal Entry 6
From Prison to Ph.D.: The Redemption and Rejection of Michelle Jones
            Being incarcerated then having the ability to motivate yourself into becoming someone in the world is very inspiring. Michelle Jones was sentenced for 20 years because of her son’s murder. As I was reading this article, I thought to myself on how she felt when she abandoned her son. I got very shocked when I read on this case because why would any do that to a child? I believe the staff members, that were reading through her application, were asking the same question. However, she presented academic effort while she was in prison. Prison cells are very disturbing and traumatizing because someone can go insane, which is why I believe that punishments that show no improvement have no purpose. The same punishments are given to people who commit different crimes but the only difference is how long the sentence is.
            Similar to Jones, Stanley Andrisse was going through a difficult time in his life when he was sentenced for 10 years due to drug trafficking. He served his years and while he was in prison, his father passed away. Andrisse’s father was his motivation to get into the medical field to study and become an endocrinologist. However, when he applied to all the colleges he could, they rejected him until he got accepted into a Ph.D. program. Both Jones and Andrisse went through difficult times while applying to colleges only because of their felony. They went through the same punishments but Jones’ punishment was twice as much as Andrisse’s time. Also, Jones learned through her time helping her receive her education which can become helpful later in a convict’s life. Felons should go through time in prison but while they are there, there should be educational programs for them to benefit their mental state, instead of traumatizing it. 



English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
31 October 2017
Journal Entry 7
Front of the Class

            An educator is a person who provides information or instruction. They could teach it in a way that others learn from a distinct perspective. Based on the film, Mr. Cohen was a beneficial educator, meaning that when he explained to the students about his Syndrome, they asked questions and learned from the information Cohen offered. As an educator, Cohen demonstrated to his second grade that everyone should be accepted to the rest of the crowd. The children absorbed Mr. Cohen’s actions and formed it into their own thoughts and actions, for instance, when they accept others and be polite to others. Also, when Thomas called Mr. Cohen a “weirdo” in the beginning of Cohen’s teaching career, he later stops the disrespectful names because Cohen was an amazing educator.
            An inspiring professor that I currently have is my Writing for Sciences professor. She has always inspired the class with the readings we read and the clips we watch. When we read one of the assigned readings called “The Miracle in Front of You”, even though she didn’t write it herself, she lead me to read something that moved me emotionally. In addition, my professor advised us as to how we can push ourselves to get high grades and stay career-oriented. I have never felt so inspired by a professor that genuinely cares and shows it as well as staying professional. 


Rahmah Hussein
English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
2 November 2017
Journal Entry 8


            Tyler Sexton and Brad Cohen have many similarities and differences because of their conditions. One similarity they have is the discouragement they received from others. As Cohen was growing up, everyone always called him weird because of the effect of Tourette’s syndrome and never believed in him to succeed in his future. When he graduated with his bachelor’s degree, he was trying to apply to as many childhood education careers as he can. Every time he was interviewed by the staff of the school he applied to, they would make comments such as “how is anyone going to pay attention while you’re making that noise?” Similar to Cohen’s situation, Sexton always had people cast him down because of his neuromuscular disorder. One doctor told him that he would be “better off sharpening pencils for a living”. Both broken by people’s words but never let their condition conquer their motivation.
            Another similarity was the way Cohen and Sexton dealt with their daily lives after getting accepted by the community. After Sexton was interviewed many times and accepted to a medical school, he then started working with the young patients. When the patients would come to the hospital they would ask for Sexton. Also, Sexton always wore superhero shirts to help his patients always think of themselves as superheroes. Comparable to Sexton’s behavior is Cohen’s gratitude towards his career. After he was accepted as a second-grade teacher at a school, the students started to love his class. Then a student was removed from Cohen’s class because her father believed she would not be able to focus without a “normal teacher”. That student loved his class to the extent she passed by the classroom to ask for Cohen as her teacher again. Like Sexton’s superhero t-shirts was Cohen’s hats that he would change every class to keep the students engaged. They are both very inspiring people that believed in themselves and succeeded without the help of anyone but themselves.

           

Rahmah Hussein
English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
22 November 2017
Journal Entry 9
Wait for Me
            The poem, “Wait for Me” by Konstantin Simonov is a very interesting poem because at first, I imagined it from a woman’s perspective. The only reason I found it to be from that point of view was because of the name “Konstantin”, then I thought again about how it could be a man’s name. It is a very emotional poem that lets the reader imagine all the details given to describe the feelings of a soldier, that could’ve possibly died, but tells his lover that she shouldn’t believe what anyone says, that she should wait. This word is repeated several times to emphasize that she must let time pass and he (the solider) will come back even when everyone else thinks he passed away.
            This poem and the video that ties along with it do correlate to how the poem must be used in the scene of war. After watching the video, it made the poem more emotional than before watching it because the video provides a visual image of how the poem is meant to be expressed. During the war, letters were always sent to families saying that the family member in the army had passed away. So many of those families believed that their loved one was gone, but this poem repeats that the narrator’s lover must ‘wait’ for him to return home. 


Rahmah Hussein
English 21003, Section M
Professor Matyakubova
22 November 2017
Journal Entry 10
The Perils of Obedience
            Stanley Milgram conducted an experiment based on the level of a person’s obedience towards authority. I have learned about this test from my psychology course, but after reading the many findings I haven’t learned about, it made me wonder how I would react if I performed in this experiment. The whole idea of this study was to test out on what level would people obey authority even if it inflicts harm on another human being. Based on my morals, I would not be able to conduct any of the shocks because I would feel guilty, but the participants surprisingly went along either because they weren’t held responsible for the damage done to the learner or because they wanted to please the experimenter, or the person in authority.
When someone is in a position of authority, most people tend to listen to any order because he/she holds a higher position. However, it’s hard to believe that people listen even when an order causes harm to another person. The findings of Milgram’s study amaze me especially when Bruno Batta, the last subject, was performing the shocks to the learner without showing any sympathy towards the learner. Batta’s goal was just to please the experimenter no matter how extreme the voltage was. I find it a duty to listen to authority but when it imposes any pain then that’s when obedience should step aside.



            

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